What makes you and others around you Tick - Understanding your inner psychology.

[Guitar Doc]

Most people have NO understanding of how vulnerable they are to programing.

Some scientists whom believe in "others" and realize our DNA is not of a natural made string, believe it was/is part of that program installed in our DNA.

The biggest differences I see in the general public's  DNA is between the RH negatives and the RH positives. with the positives being quite easy to program. 

I know I have one trait that I would like to know IF it is a RH negative trait as I have never found any information on it.  I cannot be hypnotized in any shape or form known  at this time.  Many have tried and it does NOT work on me. LOL

All hypnosis is self hypnosis. 
You can't be hypnotised because you won't allow it to happen. 

Many think that hypnosis means being vulnerable and at the mercy of the hypnotist. Nothing could be further from the truth. 
Although deeply relaxed, one is hyper aware of what's going on around them. If you don't like what you're hearing [Which is why I have every client read my script beforehand] you don't have to listen to it.

During one hypnosis session with a GP [who probably did a one-day course and now considers herself an expert] was implanting negative crap into my head re; to quit smoking. So I counted myself out, opened my eyes and said "You really don't know what you're doing. You're a menace to your patients." got up and left. [At the time I was stone cold broke and the GP was free under medicare - shoulda known better] 
People like yourself is why I now rarely do hypnosis and why I use a different method to help others view past lives.    
It's frustrating because I know you're not allowing yourself to go into a deep state of relaxion where the brain is able to function at a deeper level [Theta State] 

Hypnosis is so misunderstood. Stage hypnotists are mainly responsible.
What they don't show before they have people on stage squawking like chickens, is they do a mass hypnosis on the entire audience to find the 5-10% of the population who are highly suggestible types. 
That's how they choose their victims.

Hypnosis just gives them permission to be extremely extroverted. Interestingly, many of the highly suggestible types are not extroverted in the slightest in normal waking state. 
None of them would do anything that they would not do in normal state though.  
For example; a dead straight guy would not kiss another bloke under hypnosis but if a 'straight' guy is curious really deep down and has wondered what it's like to kiss another bloke then he will. [Talking about the highly suggestible types who'll act like a chicken on stage] They might not actually ever do it in normal state but playing the role of being hypnotised gives themselves permission to satisfy that curiosity.

I tend to agree with 99% of what you say. But if you don't realize you are in a trance-like state and you don't know suggestions are being inserted...

In some ways all Beliefs you already have are the results of Suggestions Accepted, sometimes you don't need to hypnotize someone to get them to accept your suggestions.

The first conspiracy books I got were on Mind Control. One of them detailed the profession of Industrial Psychology, influencing masses of people at once.

Good suggestions are Seductive, the target wants to believe them because it seems to advantage them. Patriotism is one such a suggestion. Telling you that you are a Master Race, telling you that you are God's chosen people, telling you because you have a University Degree you are superior to everyone who doesn't have one.

Trance-like states can be created from driving long distances, listening to the radio or music, TV, Film and tiredness. All of these induce mild trance-like states.
Traumatic experiences induce a deep state. Being zapped with electrodes either side of your head. Being drugged to the point of not knowing who you are.

But if as you say you are still aware of yourself (light trance) you still have operative control.

I am hard to hypnotize. I don't trust anyone else to induce deeper trance except my wife. When exploring our past lives consciously we both have allowed the other to guide us in deeper trance. I had a self hypnosis book when I was 19, very useful if you use those tricks to memorize things.

My buddy is a Doctor. When he was at university two of his house mates used self hypnosis to learn the test material the night before an exam. They would give themselves the suggestion they would remember everything they read that night and pour over the medical text books for 8 hours. Then they would give themselves the suggestion after only one hours sleep they would awake refreshed as if they had got 8 hours sleep and they would remember what they learned the night before.

My buddy is a bona fide genius. They were not and they always scored higher than him in exams. It used to drive him up the wall.

All mind control is difficult to achieve if the target victim is aware and resistant. That is why we make people aware.

The kidnaps kids who become mind control victims is another eye opener. Drugged up on LSD and made to watch certain films (Disney films, many were created to be Mind Control films) with the sound off while their programmer tells them what is going on. Eyes taped open so they cannot close them. Yeah just like in a Clockwork Orange.

LSD is useful for creating programs. Cannabis is useful for erasing programming.

It was not until at age 20 when I took cannabis that I realized I had been programmed and was immediately able to discard a lot of it. Prejudices are just creations. I threw those away.

If you live in the UK and tested your water you might find it had traces of drugs known to tranquilize people. The papers print this from time to time over they claiming it is not affecting consumers. Micro-doses.

Then we have systems like the Silent Sound Systems inserting suggestions beyond the range of normal perception but able to be noticed by your sub-conscious mind. That is how you rig elections in the minds of undecided voters.

Some of the material I have read from military papers says they have systems which use pulsed microwaves to achieve the same effects.

I don't know of anyone remembers Blood Red. She served in Iraq in Gulf War One. She told us in the Military they are called Novel Weapons and they were used and tested in Iraq. Whole brigades surrendered without firing a shot. The Elite Tank brigades was one of their victories using novel weapons.

If you don't know it is being done to you then you have no ability to resist.

I have watched them roll out those weapons across the western world. Seen people inquiring on GuLP if anyone is suffering ear ringing episodes.  several years ago you saw it and you saw they tested the mechanism across the states one at a time from the pattern of people reporting ear ringing.

Deep Black Operations, Special Access Programs. Methods to control mass populations without them knowing. How you get people who were going to testify against the Clinton's to kill themselves the night before.

I have had them used on me. If you disclose what I disclose of GuLP they use them on you to try and get rid of you. That is where they experiment on people. Training the users to use them on people individually. Top end Military Intelligence stuff. Some of them are basically psychopaths who love to play with them during their down time.

Here is some links from the guy who helped develop them He didn't realize what they would do with the technology. Later they turned it on him. His story is similar to my experiences. They try and shut down any talk of it. If the general population knew and understood they would commit to armed revolution the next day because they would understand the longer they waited the more developed and effective these weapons become.


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=quoZCgPiUyo&list=PLC1mZfvXnvBVTxtqP5y8AvKE989Muk1It&index=3&t=0s


http://thoughtlessness23.blogspot.com/

https://cultocracy.wordpress.com/2017/10...ncan-pt-3/

Once you understand you see why he and people like me are committed to task. If we fail to get the general population to understand we are all boned. The next generation will never have the chance to break free of the control systems.

[Apache54]

Most people have NO understanding of how vulnerable they are to programing.

Some scientists whom believe in "others" and realize our DNA is not of a natural made string, believe it was/is part of that program installed in our DNA.

The biggest differences I see in the general public's  DNA is between the RH negatives and the RH positives. with the positives being quite easy to program. 

I know I have one trait that I would like to know IF it is a RH negative trait as I have never found any information on it.  I cannot be hypnotized in any shape or form known  at this time.  Many have tried and it does NOT work on me. LOL

All hypnosis is self hypnosis. 
You can't be hypnotised because you won't allow it to happen. 

Many think that hypnosis means being vulnerable and at the mercy of the hypnotist. Nothing could be further from the truth. 
Although deeply relaxed, one is hyper aware of what's going on around them. If you don't like what you're hearing [Which is why I have every client read my script beforehand] you don't have to listen to it.

During one hypnosis session with a GP [who probably did a one-day course and now considers herself an expert] was implanting negative crap into my head re; to quit smoking. So I counted myself out, opened my eyes and said "You really don't know what you're doing. You're a menace to your patients." got up and left. [At the time I was stone cold broke and the GP was free under medicare - shoulda known better] 
People like yourself is why I now rarely do hypnosis and why I use a different method to help others view past lives.    
It's frustrating because I know you're not allowing yourself to go into a deep state of relaxion where the brain is able to function at a deeper level [Theta State] 

Hypnosis is so misunderstood. Stage hypnotists are mainly responsible.
What they don't show before they have people on stage squawking like chickens, is they do a mass hypnosis on the entire audience to find the 5-10% of the population who are highly suggestible types. 
That's how they choose their victims.

Hypnosis just gives them permission to be extremely extroverted. Interestingly, many of the highly suggestible types are not extroverted in the slightest in normal waking state. 
None of them would do anything that they would not do in normal state though.  
For example; a dead straight guy would not kiss another bloke under hypnosis but if a 'straight' guy is curious really deep down and has wondered what it's like to kiss another bloke then he will. [Talking about the highly suggestible types who'll act like a chicken on stage] They might not actually ever do it in normal state but playing the role of being hypnotised gives themselves permission to satisfy that curiosity.

I have been in some pretty high level programs with some very serious professional people who were involved with these experiments. They wanted to perform on our group. I was one of a few whom they could not get to go under they told me I was not hypnotizable for DNA reasons. there were not novice people and they had been doing this for a long time and it was people like me they were looking for that was one of the reasons I was recruited.

[Pipkunts]

In my opinion every successful Civilization who failed and collapsed did so for the same reasons. They failed to understand their own Inner Psychology.


Any intelligent Creature which fails to understand it’s own inner psychology is doomed to self destruct out of ignorance one way or another.


When you understand your own inner psychology you understand that of others around you and why they behave the way they do.






Unconscious Drives, why we do what we do.


Human beings have conscious drives and unconscious drives. The reason we do what we do is a direct result of these combined with what we have as an Internal Belief System.


The two biggest unconscious drives are To Be More Powerful and to be Sexual. Because these are unconscious most people do not understand why the do what they do nor when those drives are strongly influencing their behaviors.


You see both of those drives are deeply linked to Survival at the base level. The more powerful you are the greater the chance of survival. Groups are perceived as being more powerful than Individuals. Being in a group seems to offer protection. Controlling a group is seen to be even more powerful and protected.


Being sexual as a drive is required for any successful creature’s continued existence. In human beings it is so strong of you were on a deserted desert island with the sexual partner of your preference and you hated them you would still end up being strongly sexually attracted to them. It is hardwired in over the course of lifetimes of mental evolution. Those who did not have it failed to pass on their genetics.


When you see those unconscious drives you start to understand why people in Power Positions did what they did, they were scared. They cover up this perceived self weakness and hide it for fear they will not be looked on favorably by the other people in the group or society they live in.


In Male society Men must always look strong or they lose status within the group. Teenage posing is this in action sometimes leading to reckless behaviors to gain mating opportunities.


Females are unconsciously attracted to Strong Males out of survival instinct. The Stronger the Male the more likely he will be able to protect the children. These are old holder-over behaviors from another age of pure survivalism. There is no point in judging others over this, these are unconscious behaviors.


Strong Male figures attract breeding females like moths to a flame. Hence the old saying Power is the Ultimate aphrodisiac.


If you understand what makes you tick you no longer have to be a slave to it.


If you want to create Power Seeking behaviors in your family you abuse them as children. Most Power Figures would never admit this was done to them as children for fear of loss of status. Many from dynastic families were subject to abuse on purpose by their Parents who had been subject to the same abuse themselves.




What you believe.


The Internal Belief system is the result of Experience and Programming. This is easy to understand. For most of us the programming of our belief system started with our parents telling us what to do and what not to do.


Most took some time to explain why to stop repeated “errant” behavior from occurring over and over. The other method is Trauma Programming where Trauma is Induced creating an Emotional State of Shock where Programming is directly inputted bypassing the need to Understand to integrate new beliefs into the belief system.


In essence your parents induced trauma physically or psychologically, then told you what the rule was they wanted to you obey. This is an Extremely effective way of programming people and always has been. Generally it is only done to people of a young age before they have developed enough intelligence to be reasoned with. Reparation and Reinforcement drives it Deep.


All of your formative Belief System Values are Insertions by others. Most are an attempt to keep you safe and alive, others sometimes take the form of cultural beliefs or religious beliefs.


When you allow your child to be raised in day-care centers they will end up with the belief systems of outsiders who may not have the best interests of your child at heart and often causes a split with the parents later in life as their belief system values do not match with those of their parents. Day-care centers are extremely PC and we can see an entire generation of PC thinkers who resulted from that.


Schools and education programs are really Belief System Indoctrination programs. Boot camp in the military is also a powerful Belief System programming system which removes the sense of the self so it can be replaced by a new belief system created by your new controllers.


You have been literally programmed to bow to authority figures. This is a result of Schooling. Those who do bow to the authority of The Teacher are marginalized, given little education and removed from the education system as early as possible. The rest of us are trained to bow to the authority figure which then impacts us as we end up being programmed to bow to any authority figure.


Those in power know this. They know if they keep asserting they are correct in any public debate you will fold and bow to their opinion.




Patriotism is a Belief System indoctrination. It is introduced to you and you are advised any who do not believe in this are traitors to the group.


What your Belief System programming is dictates how you behave. Not all Belief Systems are compatible with others. In the drive of one group to attain more power sometimes they pit themselves against another belief system until one is destroyed with the unconscious belief the group will be stronger as a result.


Your other beliefs are the result of Personal Experience. As we see with indoctrination of military personal these Experiences can be Created. If undergone voluntarily they are extremely effective.


Indeed you can create any experience to create a belief system if you are clever enough. It is beneficial to create one with beliefs which serve you rather than ones which are detrimental. Professional people who want to be successful pay thousands of dollar to go through programs to remove internal programming which is in conflict along with ones which stop them from being able to achieve results and operate at the highest levels of society.


I will give you the same information for free. You can remove all the detrimental programming which holds you down and back. Beliefs are programming and programming can be altered or replaced.


Your Own Nature.


Some people have a strong nature from birth. They just are who they are with no programming required. Nature versus Nurture (programming). I suggest your nature is the result of previous lives. That is my personal opinion. I will leave it at that.


The Ego


The Ego is not you. I have had numerous discussions with people over the years about this. Most refuse to believe it or simply believe without your Ego that you are nothing and have no personality. If this is their argument they can argue with qualified Phd Psychologists about it.


Ego, the Ultimate Chess Game.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wn90gdjfzRQ


Your Ego cleverly conceals a lot of your own behavior from yourself. You never see this until you enter into a course of constant self observation. This splits you into the Observer and The Participant.


The Observer is never afraid, never gets scared nor emotional. It just observes.


The Participant however is on a roller-coaster ride from birth to death until they learn to control their state of mind and emotional output.


What you notice very quickly is when you are emotional your Ego gets to conceal your aberrant and less acceptable behavior from you. It cannot do this effectively when you are not in an emotional state. Emotions allow the overriding of Logic, Reason and Critical Thinking.

You don’t know yourself, your Ego has prevented this. When you enter into a course of self observation you find you are all things you profess to despise. The hypocrite does not know they are a hypocrite, but everyone else does.


You are The Fool before all the world, and your Ego doesn’t let you know it so you will never correct those faults. Instead you are directed to think you are all things wonderful or nice, unless your ego is torturing you into obeying it. Then it will try and make you believe the opposite.


Many obvious mental illnesses are illness of The Ego. How you think about yourself is a result of The Ego and it’s work.


The Bigger the Ego the easier it is to control the individual. It is the pivot to place the lever of manipulation which you cannot help but respond to.


What the Ego does is hide the parts of you from yourself which would allow you to over come it. The Shadow-Self is how Carl Jung described it. Like many people he was afraid of those parts of himself and thought the integration process would take 6-7 years and would be an uneasy alliance.


The powerful parts of yourself can break rules and conventions at will. This allows you to get out of any mental situation. You simply change what controls you.


Every man has a dog on a chain inside him they say. Even the most mild mannered of men knows this. They keep that dog on a chain because it causes trouble, gets people dead or gets you put in jail. That is one of those parts you are severed from by your Ego if possible.


Your dark-side is seductive because it is powerful. Some simply succumb to it without being able to integrate it. When it is controlled it becomes a tool of The Self. Sociopaths are an example of the Dark side dominating. They can do what most people would not do.


You can attain that level of mental freedom without being or becoming a sociopath. It requires you to fully understand yourself.


Removing the Ego control system is key to you getting back the ability to engage your own Free-will.


You simply have to see it for what it is, a parasite with the mind of a child. It wants you (it, because it fools people into thinking they are their Ego) to be seen as all things wonderful and nice, just like a child desires.


See it for what it is and reject it firmly. It will fight back and if you don’t have access to the parts of you where your real strengths are it will win. If you fear how people will judge you or think about you then it runs your life instead of you having mental freedom. Not only does it act like a child it acts like child bully.


Have no doubt battling your ego will be the biggest challenge in your life to date because it has owned you since you were a little kid and it can tap your endocrine system to make you feel sad. Don’t let the bully win!

Palsy you cock head. Why make me feel bad?

[LucyBarnable]

Most people have NO understanding of how vulnerable they are to programing.

Some scientists whom believe in "others" and realize our DNA is not of a natural made string, believe it was/is part of that program installed in our DNA.

The biggest differences I see in the general public's  DNA is between the RH negatives and the RH positives. with the positives being quite easy to program. 

I know I have one trait that I would like to know IF it is a RH negative trait as I have never found any information on it.  I cannot be hypnotized in any shape or form known  at this time.  Many have tried and it does NOT work on me. LOL

Same here and I think it might be.
I think it's why television never held my interest even as a child.
Also why I could not 'fit in' at school although I'm certain the 'program' had something to do with that.
A long time ago, when I still had to go to the library for research, I found information on Rh negative traits that I can't find online.
The one that sticks out to me now is we have a scent node called "zero" that Rh positives don't have.
It was speculated that this allowed us to detect each other although we wouldn't be aware of it.
From a reproductive position this makes sense but I wonder if there's more to it.
Maybe it gives us a distrust of the 'others' so we can't relax enough?

[Apache54]

Most people have NO understanding of how vulnerable they are to programing.

Some scientists whom believe in "others" and realize our DNA is not of a natural made string, believe it was/is part of that program installed in our DNA.

The biggest differences I see in the general public's  DNA is between the RH negatives and the RH positives. with the positives being quite easy to program. 

I know I have one trait that I would like to know IF it is a RH negative trait as I have never found any information on it.  I cannot be hypnotized in any shape or form known  at this time.  Many have tried and it does NOT work on me. LOL

Same here and I think it might be.
I think it's why television never held my interest even as a child.
Also why I could not 'fit in' at school although I'm certain the 'program' had something to do with that.
A long time ago, when I still had to go to the library for research, I found information on Rh negative traits that I can't find online.
The one that sticks out to me now is we have a scent node called "zero" that Rh positives don't have.
It was speculated that this allowed us to detect each other although we wouldn't be aware of it.
From a reproductive position this makes sense but I wonder if there's more to it.
Maybe it gives us a distrust of the 'others' so we can't relax enough?

I think there is much that is know to certain high level people, but not shared to us. There has been lots of studies done on us and I would love to get my hands on those results. I bet we don't know the half of it. Sometimes I just KNOW things that I should not know. This happened more times when I was younger and I don't think it is tied to IQ.

I had not heard of Zero scent node, but I do sense things from the opposite sex that I know others don't. LOL

Have you read many of the books published about the bloodlines, some are pretty good and others leave to much out.

[LucyBarnable]

Most people have NO understanding of how vulnerable they are to programing.

Some scientists whom believe in "others" and realize our DNA is not of a natural made string, believe it was/is part of that program installed in our DNA.

The biggest differences I see in the general public's  DNA is between the RH negatives and the RH positives. with the positives being quite easy to program. 

I know I have one trait that I would like to know IF it is a RH negative trait as I have never found any information on it.  I cannot be hypnotized in any shape or form known  at this time.  Many have tried and it does NOT work on me. LOL

Same here and I think it might be.
I think it's why television never held my interest even as a child.
Also why I could not 'fit in' at school although I'm certain the 'program' had something to do with that.
A long time ago, when I still had to go to the library for research, I found information on Rh negative traits that I can't find online.
The one that sticks out to me now is we have a scent node called "zero" that Rh positives don't have.
It was speculated that this allowed us to detect each other although we wouldn't be aware of it.
From a reproductive position this makes sense but I wonder if there's more to it.
Maybe it gives us a distrust of the 'others' so we can't relax enough?

I think there is much that is know to certain high level people, but not shared to us. There has been lots of studies done on us and I would love to get my hands on those results.  I bet we don't know the half of it.  Sometimes I just KNOW things that I should not know.  This happened more times when I was younger and I don't think it is tied to IQ.

I had not heard of Zero scent node, but I do sense things from the opposite sex that I know others don't. LOL

Have you read many of the books published about the bloodlines, some are pretty good and others leave to much out.

Yep, they wouldn't even share my IQ test results with me.
My mom says she was instructed not to discuss any of the tests I was given and there were many.
And yep, there are somethings I just know. I can't explain how I know but I know it's correct. lol
I have not read about bloodlines. However I do know some things and they're super creepy.
Most people wouldn't want to hear it. It's outside of their programed comfort zone.
That's not an insult; it's only my learned experience in trying to understand this.
If you have book recommendations I would be interested.

[Apache54]

Same here and I think it might be.
I think it's why television never held my interest even as a child.
Also why I could not 'fit in' at school although I'm certain the 'program' had something to do with that.
A long time ago, when I still had to go to the library for research, I found information on Rh negative traits that I can't find online.
The one that sticks out to me now is we have a scent node called "zero" that Rh positives don't have.
It was speculated that this allowed us to detect each other although we wouldn't be aware of it.
From a reproductive position this makes sense but I wonder if there's more to it.
Maybe it gives us a distrust of the 'others' so we can't relax enough?

I think there is much that is know to certain high level people, but not shared to us. There has been lots of studies done on us and I would love to get my hands on those results.  I bet we don't know the half of it.  Sometimes I just KNOW things that I should not know.  This happened more times when I was younger and I don't think it is tied to IQ.

I had not heard of Zero scent node, but I do sense things from the opposite sex that I know others don't. LOL

Have you read many of the books published about the bloodlines, some are pretty good and others leave to much out.

Yep, they wouldn't even share my IQ test results with me.
My mom says she was instructed not to discuss any of the tests I was given and there were many.
And yep, there are somethings I just know. I can't explain how I know but I know it's correct. lol
I have not read about bloodlines. However I do know some things and they're super creepy.
Most people wouldn't want to hear it. It's outside of their programed comfort zone.
That's not an insult; it's only my learned experience in trying to understand this.
If you have book recommendations I would be interested.

I was given the tests in the first grade and they did share (some) of those results with my teacher and my parents I had a 12th grade level of education in the first grade with a 147 IQ. I know there was much more to the tests as that is why I was chosen to be recruited when i left school. That was good and bad. I wonder how many other kids were done that way like us. I was the only one in our community according to my teacher and she was not suppose to talk about it to anyone other than my parents.

[LucyBarnable]

I think there is much that is know to certain high level people, but not shared to us. There has been lots of studies done on us and I would love to get my hands on those results.  I bet we don't know the half of it.  Sometimes I just KNOW things that I should not know.  This happened more times when I was younger and I don't think it is tied to IQ.

I had not heard of Zero scent node, but I do sense things from the opposite sex that I know others don't. LOL

Have you read many of the books published about the bloodlines, some are pretty good and others leave to much out.

Yep, they wouldn't even share my IQ test results with me.
My mom says she was instructed not to discuss any of the tests I was given and there were many.
And yep, there are somethings I just know. I can't explain how I know but I know it's correct. lol
I have not read about bloodlines. However I do know some things and they're super creepy.
Most people wouldn't want to hear it. It's outside of their programed comfort zone.
That's not an insult; it's only my learned experience in trying to understand this.
If you have book recommendations I would be interested.

I was given the tests in the first grade and they did share (some) of those results with my teacher and my parents I had a 12th grade level of education in the first grade with a 147 IQ.  I know there was much more to the tests as that is why I was chosen to be recruited when i left school.  That was good and bad.  I wonder how many other kids were done that way like us. I was the only one in our community according to my teacher and she was not suppose to talk about it to anyone other than my parents.

I was in second grade, or that's when I was sent out of class for 'school tests'.
There was a boy who was a year or two older than me but he went to a different school.
Sometimes we would be paired up and asked to work together but I don't remember us being friends.
I remember his name though which is odd because I don't remember much else about it.
Looking back... I think we had similar genetics. I don't know what happened to him.

[Apache54]

Yep, they wouldn't even share my IQ test results with me.
My mom says she was instructed not to discuss any of the tests I was given and there were many.
And yep, there are somethings I just know. I can't explain how I know but I know it's correct. lol
I have not read about bloodlines. However I do know some things and they're super creepy.
Most people wouldn't want to hear it. It's outside of their programed comfort zone.
That's not an insult; it's only my learned experience in trying to understand this.
If you have book recommendations I would be interested.

I was given the tests in the first grade and they did share (some) of those results with my teacher and my parents I had a 12th grade level of education in the first grade with a 147 IQ.  I know there was much more to the tests as that is why I was chosen to be recruited when i left school.  That was good and bad.  I wonder how many other kids were done that way like us. I was the only one in our community according to my teacher and she was not suppose to talk about it to anyone other than my parents.

I was in second grade, or that's when I was sent out of class for 'school tests'.
There was a boy who was a year or two older than me but he went to a different school.
Sometimes we would be paired up and asked to work together but I don't remember us being friends.
I remember his name though which is odd because I don't remember much else about it.
Looking back... I think we had similar genetics. I don't know what happened to him.

were you offered something upon graduating high school?
Sounds like we had similar testing

[LucyBarnable]

I was given the tests in the first grade and they did share (some) of those results with my teacher and my parents I had a 12th grade level of education in the first grade with a 147 IQ.  I know there was much more to the tests as that is why I was chosen to be recruited when i left school.  That was good and bad.  I wonder how many other kids were done that way like us. I was the only one in our community according to my teacher and she was not suppose to talk about it to anyone other than my parents.

I was in second grade, or that's when I was sent out of class for 'school tests'.
There was a boy who was a year or two older than me but he went to a different school.
Sometimes we would be paired up and asked to work together but I don't remember us being friends.
I remember his name though which is odd because I don't remember much else about it.
Looking back... I think we had similar genetics. I don't know what happened to him.

were you offered something upon graduating high school?
Sounds like we had similar testing

Yeah, I think so too.
I don't want to say too much...
I just somehow knew it wasn't right.
So I fled and then fled again and again.
I'm close to invisible now though.
Or they no longer want me.
Either way it's good. lol